Beating Pillows lyrics

Song information

Artist: 504 Plan
Album: Treehouse Talk

Lyrics

When I think to myself
And I wonder what ive done
To deserve all the pain
That I have inside
Alone in my bed
I try not to see what I could have been
Your new boyfriend
Thats just what I want
For christmas this year
Ill pray and ill beg
I just need you here
I just need you right here

A small thing
That im asking
I just need someone to hold me near
And I need, your arms were holding me tight untill I fall asleep
And I cant think of no one else
I miss you so much that I hate myself
I think of all the things I should have said
But now youre gone and im in pain